Dear  Eli:

Like  I wrote today, your heart is not  dumb, and like  I wrote to you a few  days ago, you do not lack intelligence. We are not born with wisdom. No one  is born with the  ability to evaluate another person for being good or bad. This is  something you learn early if you are guided  by a loving, attentive and emotionally healthy parent.

You didn’t  have such a parent and  neither did I. So you wasted five years and  I wasted fifty. As a matter of fact, everyone wastes time, many  waste whole lives.

Better learn now.

Post more, I have time and power (electricity) to respond to you this morning, the electrical lines were finally  fixed before 3 AM this morning!

anita