yes maybe it’s right..but to be honest i still really love her… so much.. im also worried about her being stuck with that depression again forever you know?

i think when i was 12 years old..or i guess younger than that.. i dont know exactly when but im still remember that when im so young..i already feel like im useless, i already hate anything about myself.

sadly i cant sleep anymore…should i back to eat that pill again to make me sleep?

oh and also i just got another fight again with my parents today, i feel so fucked up