but honestly i miss that..  when we used to talk with each other a lot..  laugh together… love each other. now i feel so lonely. no matter how much i tried to talk with some of my close friends.. I’ll always miss her and feel lonely.

also.. this break up really makes me feel kinda traumatized to any kind of relationship. i dont want to open up my heart again. is it wrong?

i don’t want to love anyone anymore. it’s enough. i wont find someone new.