Dear Michelle, Thanks for your words. Those two points you describe were exactly what I felt like, then I feel guilty and angry with myself, but I have been moving on, however this last experience just made me wonder crazy things.
Definitely I am not going to throw myself to the hookup thing, I am starting to think more clearly and that is not what I want.
Thanks for sharing your experience.
Kay
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