Hello Anita,

Let me work on defining:

“mother”, “father”, “sister”, “husband” I will think this over.

for now

mother = deranged individual with lack of awareness of personal trauma and mental history – therefore uses daughters as a means to alleviate personal distress, and find value in own empty life

father = an individual that did not grow into an adult and know his own self before being married off due to culture constraints, and angry man with lack of self awareness, that would never have gotten married to my mother if it was his choice, or perhaps to anyone at all — over time and trauma in their marriage- became a puppet on strings to survive the wrath that is my mother

sister = a troubled girl, with difficulty defining who she is as a person, and her place in the world.  as a result she comes off to the world as something quite different than what she perceives her own self.  someone who is struggling and suffering, and this energy is quite palpable around her

husband = a loving, selfless man with unwavering support in every sector. an optimist by nature, that can be disappointed and defeated if time and again his good gestures and hope for the world continue to be shattered and misused