Dear Jack:

I wish you had more therapy than that, and quality therapy that will really help.

You cry a lot because you are so sad. You miss her, you wish the relationship with her didn’t end, and that it didn’t end how it ended. You “just don’t want to be”, to be sad and missing her.

Yesterday I suggested that you ask the hospital staff if there is  a group  home of sorts, a home for teenagers living under the supervision of counselors, after you leave the hospital. Today I wonder if there is a way for you to live with your father after your release. You shared that he was gentle, that you ran to him for safety when you were younger. Is that possible that you live with him?

I was also wonder what you meant in these two sentences you wrote in page 1 of your thread: “Life and people around are just laughing every time I stumble. It’s like a reality show”-

Who is laughing when you stumble, who thinks of you as a character in a reality show?

anita