Hi Anita

I had another dream and the topic of my sexuality is really confusing me at the moment , its non-stop. Maybe I am not straight, maybe I am bisexual? I know it doesn’t matter what you or anyone says to reassure me. The dream somewhat make me feel ashamed because I was in a position of power and it just felt wrong.

I want to move away from my mum but I feel too much guilt if I stopped contact. I love my mother and family and I know they love me too, despite our dysfunctional nature.

My anxiety is non stop at the moment, I will be going to a dance class later on but I just feel so terrible. Constantly ruminating.