On a side note, now that I underhand myself and my healing so much better, I wonder about some things. I wonder what would have happened in past relationships had I not tried to heal my wounds from the past through them. What would have happened with the ex of 2 years ago if I had been preeent, not projecting my hurt into the relationship. Would it still have ended? Was it still more about timing than anything? Would I be happier now? It’s hard to stop my mind from wondering these things, but what do you think after all I’ve told you about this ex?