Hi Anita, thanks for the response. I have read the reviews on Zoloft and some are not so great so I am a little nervous to start. I know you probably couldn’t recommend anything but do you mind telling me your experience with pysch drugs?

That is what I thought. I have been a little numb and it is no wonder after such a long state of panic and anxiety. I feel as if my brain is overloaded. I have experienced pretty much every emotion possible in the last 6 months. I honestly would rather have anxiety than feeling numb.

I know, I don’t understand it either. I have been able to make some pretty hard decisions since being here and I think I caved at this one. But also was looking forward to a break from reality here. I won’t be going alone but with my other brother and his girlfriend but they are staying in a hotel. I didn’t get one as I am trying my hardest to save but if worse comes to worst I will have to. I am really hoping I can maintain boundaries and continue to put myself as a priority. I will be there from 2-13 to 2-18. 4 nights and 5 days!!! I am very nervous now that the day is coming.