Canela,

Us humans are contradictory, confusing, and really a lot of times, messed up.  Women are biochemically are tied to their sex partners.  That is why men more easily to go from one partner to another for we have different biology.

Life gives us hard lessons sometimes.  You have added this experience to your wisdom library.

Now you can learn how to heal, take care of yourself, and move on.  I find such setbacks and painful experiences are really opportunities to grow in wisdom and strength.  Hard to hear when you are in the midst of the pain but it’s true.

Mark