Dear Raha:

I don’t understand the “star weblog” line.

Regarding wanting to escape your country, I suppose you are already escaping in a way, by watching movies and reading, it is a form of escape. I used to escape my childhood home by daydreaming. I did a lot of daydreaming and it felt good.

I wish you could make some progress with your immigration goal, get the right legal information and help. It will not be smooth sailing in another country, but it will help for you to put distance between yourself, your family and the anti-divorce cultural sentiment.

anita