Hi Anita

Not messaged them repeatedly this time, just keep on drafting messages, trying to find the words to mend things. Have been trying really hard to stop my obsessive behaviours.

My nan was wonderful, my whole world and she always had time for me. I looked after her during the last year, so when she went I felt lost. Coincidentally on the same week she passed away, my best friend stopped talking me suddenly. So I can’t seem to think of one without thinking of the other which ends up being very painful.