Also I’ve been feeling VERY homesick for my old home in another state recently. I left there three years ago, thinking I would never return, but now all I’m doing is wondering if I could find a job there so I could move back. I haven’t made any friends where I’m at here. I had a girlfriend for two years, but that has been over since last March, and I am so lonely. I usually don’t admit that to myself because I’ve always been a very private person, but I’ve never felt so alone these past few months. I do musical theater, but the theaters I’ve found here aren’t the same level as the one I used to be in, and that’s disappointing too. Maybe I’m just feeling sorry for myself.