I can’t think of a specific conversation. She has a comment for almost everything someone says.

What I can tell you is that I do suffer when I am in the shadows, I was feeling really good about everything yesterday. But now the icky thoughts are coming back this morning. That I am not who they (him, his family, etc.) want me to be. This may be true, this may just be my mind. It’s a really sad thing to think about, I felt like me and my boyfriend had such a good start, and I really liked his family and they really liked me. But after this trip, I don’t feel apart of the family anymore and I don’t feel like I am the right girl for my boyfriend.