Dear Anita,

Sorry for the delay in reply.  I thought about our last post, but have been extremely overwhelmed recently.  the reason is because I started thinking again – and brainstorming – about the idea of my wellness practice.

Due to this, I rejoined social media – after a several month hiatus – to understand what is out there, what the need is, what kind of doctors are doing what, where there is a need, who is successful doing what etc. in short, getting a gauge of the NYC market

I will be honest and say over the last few days I have been very anxious, feeling on edge throughout the day, and having poor sleep.  It feels like large step back – in the sense that I recall feeling like this a year ago – and of note, especially during the time that I had first started thinking about how I want to pursue an entrepreneurial aspect of medicine.  I have the itch to create and utilize my skills, personality, and talent – but I feel extremely discouraged and overwhelmed.  So many thoughts about:

everyone out there who is doing it, half of them got lucky – or don’t even have the talent

where do I even begin?

i dont have a business background, my husband has said start with a business plan first, and everytime i try – nothing, so I just avoid it, and then instead dwell on how I don’t know what direction to go in

seeing how so many people have “made it” yet how did they? a lot of them are phonies, some not – but wow