Sorry that you are feeling overwhelmed FancyFondue.

You say you need help but don’t know where to turn.

You alluded to being depressed.

You say you are the sole supporter of your father after his stroke.

All that is true?

I did not see what exactly you need for help.  Is it with your father?

You did not say what were the many negative events that happened in the past few months besides your father’s stroke.

Please elaborate on those things, i.e. what kind of help and what were the events that are overwhelming you.

Mark