It’s nearly a full moon and I’m going through some weird shit again. Today has been fucking AWFUL. Jesus Fucking Christ WHAT is all this shit about? When is it going to end? Why is it happening to me? My whole fucking body is absolutely exhausted; every cell of my body is screaming in pain, and my mind feels like it is being trepanned. WHERE IS THE FUCKING SUPPORT?!!

I NEED HELP, and I DON’T need new age speak or psychobabble. Or are you too busy doling out relationship advice?

There is NO God. I know some of you don’t like to hear this, but it is absolutely true. God was just a load of man-made shit. If you think there’s a God, you just haven’t suffered enough yet. There is only a cold, merciless Universe.

I am at the end of my rope.

Suicidal Tannhauser