Hi Alisa,

I am so sorry for the loss of your friend!

Is it possible for someone to look into her computer search history? In her calendar? Phone texts? Journal? Etc.??

I know that would be a huge invasion of privacy, but that might give SOME clue or closure for everyone.

Maybe she was so overwhelmed by emotions. Even positive one like excitement can flip into extreme anxiety.

Maybe she did everything she ever wanted to do in life and there was nothing else to do now.

Maybe she got a fatal diagnosis.

Maybe she fought with her ex.

We just don’t know. What we do know is that you utterly loved her friend, and you did everything you could for her. At the end of our lives (and all our lives will inevitably end), what else is there but the love? Love is the ultimate reality. In a strange way, your relationship with your friend WILL continue, even after death.

All the Best,

Inky