That’s not gonna work to well about wanting more of those moments with her, her man will be all over that and she’s obsessed with him. That was when she was single. I had my time with her, it’s over now. My problem is my feelings I have inside…not for her but probably an idea. I KNOW we don’t match well but I enjoy her company, normally. I am obsessed with ending this because I want this pain inside of me to go away, I want it to stop lingering and consuming me. I can’t get rid of it, but getting rid of her may at least make it somewhat lesser.