Anita,

I’m having a rough morning.  So last night I was texting with Kiel and he mentioned that he heard that M and I were sleeping together at one time awhile ago.  At first I didn’t know what to say.  And he was really good about it and didn’t judge-said we all make mistakes, etc.  I was ok but now that I’m at work I feel really exposed and have some anxiety.  I mean I do not know the extent of the rumor but I know it stopped awhile ago according to him.

He then said that is basically the reason he has not made a move because he hates to be talked about in the office.  I said I didn’t think he would make a move in the future either and he said “maybe, maybe not.” I feel really conflicted because the  more I get to know him the more I like him.  I mean he handled the situation well and he didn’t try anything after he heard the rumor.

I just feel again really exposed.

Lindsey