Dear Anita,

Good morning. I wanted to post this before I forgot.

Last night and this morning I was able to dream, to imagine, to believe something different.

It felt like I was a teenager immersed in the music and able to zone out and day dream.

Oh what a wonderful feeling – I didn’t know if I had it in me to do that anymore.

And first things first why this happened ..? My mind was not occupied by the lives of others

It was occupied by my life.

It felt new- different. It felt calming and freeing.

I will hold on to this feeling. Look forward to speaking more when you are awake, I hope that you have a pleasant waking up experience and ease into your day.