Yeah it’s best I move on, been wanting to move on for a while.

No I don’t think it’s possible but who knows, I can’t predict the future but it’s probably better that I don’t go for anyone, this threads enough proof I am a complete mess and should steer clear of people. As for the rollerblade co worker. He never called me, nor did he say sorry for wasting my time. :/ I never said anything to him though. As for me, I am just being more active on my own biking, hiking, blading.