Hey Valora,

when we first got together I thought it was the best relationship I’ve ever had, and when that first incident happened, it caught me completely off guard, and I couldn’t understand how someone who claimed and acted like he loved me so much, could do that, it’s not like we had any problem in our relationship, we just got back from my birthday holiday! And after that I think I held onto it so much, because I wanted to have what we had initially. Then I realised, I tried to please him so he wouldn’t do that again, and eventually it turned me into a possessive monster and I disliked the sort of person I turned into. I was very paranoid, probably came off as psycho.