i think life might be worser, we are settled into married life well but i am faced with unkind people infrequently and battles which makes it unsatisfying and it wouldnt be the case if i stayed away as much as possible. i think my husband does not think i am not worthy of the marriage and may of said this in anger but i know he thinks and all married people think this: that they could of done better with the partner they have….thats just my perception!