I agree we can get a little more hostile than we normally would. And if I felt like our relationship wouldn’t progress I would leave it but seeing as we both love each other and keep trying to figure it out. I want to pursue this. We both love each other and refuse to let one another go, which makes it hard to let go. I have never been in this situation before and I know there is no right way to figure everything out but I can’t help the way I feel right now. Which is wanting to sort everything out. I’m grateful I reached out because now I know I think I know what I want and what do to going forward.