Hi anita

Thank you for your reply

I live with my mom, my step father and my little brother. I have not seen my father since i was about 14 years old but it is for the best. He’s got a troubled mind and can get easily angry. That’s why my mom got a divorce when i was very very young. I know that I would freak out and run if I ever see him in the street.

I love my little brother more than anyone in the world. He’s 2 years old and a spark of light in my world.

My mom struggles to understand what it means to be depressed. I know she wants to help me but she feels powerless most of the time and I can see her cry.

I want to live alone in order to be independant. Live the life I want, according to my own choices. I live a bit far from my uni and friends. For instance, I can’t stay out too long at night because I need to take the train to come back home and there are no trains at night. I know that it can sound a bit selfish wanting to live on my own but I think that it would be for the best.