Dear Javairia:

There are no therapists in your city, how about counselors or advisors, someone older who will sit with you and listen?

You  need people to talk to, starting with just one kind, patient person with a bit of wisdom, just enough to understand the basic facts of your life and encourage you to survive the next two years and to start you on a healing journey.

In this journey, take with you this one thing: be gentle with yourself, be kind to yourself. You had a very tough start of life- don’t make it more difficult for yourself by hating yourself.

Be to yourself and for yourself what you needed your mother to be, what you needed a parent to be. Be that for yourself. Seek that one other older  person to listen to you empathetically and respectfully. And post here any time you want to. I for one will listen to you and respond to you every time.

anita