Hi Anita,

He came back again even after this last post i made. I hadnt spoken to him in weeks. But i gave in to it. We talked but something in me still senses his lack of effort or understanding. I told him what I need in order to feel secure in a reltionship and he agreed but its almost like I have to pry out of him his true feelings. I feel like he wont just talk about them with me unless I am asking question after question. He says he wants to be with me but my heart still aches so deeply? I feel like his effort is the bare minimum and i feel guilty for feeling that way because I dont mean to ever make someone appear belittled.

So yes I am still confused? His emotions towards me seem so wishy washy. Its like only at his convenience i feel. He says its not but actions show that it is. I am trying to be patient but idk how much more my heart can take. This feels so consuming of my energy but when I am not with him all i do is think about him and how much i miss him and why this or why that.

I guess I don’t know how I should move forward?

Thank you

Kylee