Thank you for your reply again Anita. I deleted all our conversations. But it is usually just casual conversations, for example “how are you? today I passed my driving license exam!!” or “omg today at work this and this happened” Basically stuff like this. Just trying to have a conversation with her.

I am/was hoping to be close friends with her. Yes, I need to get over my romantic emotions over her first for sure.. I guess I am finding this very hard to accept.. that we were once so good.  And things didn’t need to end this badly but it did. And knowing that fact hurts so much.  🙁