I have never taken medication for any mental illnesses in the past. I attended counseling for a couple of months and what I took from that was that I should start meditating. Lastly, I have not been in contact with those people.
I am not sure what to do in my current relationship. I guess, I was just disappointed in seeing how drunk she got noting that she isn’t very responsible. And that quality, or lack of quality has dissuaded me from wanting to continue this relationship. Because I did a lot of partying when I was younger and those were some of my darkest times. I partied to cope with being alone and to forget my past. To forget my childhood. So seeing that my girlfriend enjoys this ‘activity’ in life worries me. It brings me back to those bad times and I just can’t do it. I am going to try to talk to her tonight. But I believe that if she wants that to be apart of her life, than I can’t change her cause that is who she is. So my only options are to stay and accept or leave. But I love her, so it isn’t that easy.
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