Anita,

thank you for your kind words.

the other woman is not in the group of friends. She is my separate friend. I’m invited her to wedding actually ! – we got pretty close.

Something I’m struggling with is time. I feel like ok finally after 27 years – I freed myself from parrot abuse. And now I’m scared that tomorrow I’ll be diagnosed with something crazy. I am having a hard time being OK with that things can be ok and that I do have time. Instead – my anxiety goes to- but what if I don’t have time. What makes me think that deserve a healthy life?

A lot of this comes from the fact that I see about 20 cancer or very sick sad patients every day. So it is quite traumatizing

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