I’ve been going to therapy for about two years now and I feel a good evolution in my self-knowledge process. I dont feel like Im the bad guy in general, but I do feel like she would never understand how I feel and would classify me as such. Maybe she’s been doing this for a while anyway…idk.

Sometimes I wonder if she has this behavior with me out of jealousy. She compares herself with a lot of people, including Instagram, where we know people only portray their best moments.

As I write this, I start to realize some things I missed, like when she asked me if my bf was mad that I had to rush to calm her from her attack. Was she trying to sow the seeds of discord, maybe hoping this would cause fight between us? What does she have to gain from any of this? I don’t understand