Hi Anita,

Thank you for taking time to reply to me. Firstly, I don’t know when we gonna get settled yet. We are both like away from each other haven’t seen him in these 1.5 yrs it’s hard for both of us. UK and US? Nevertheless it’s been  a beautiful time together if you know what I mean I realised soon after coming here he is the person for me and I started to love him even more. As far as the intimacy thing he is not been crystal clear about it. It’s his first relationship. I don’t know maybe he is hesitant or something I’m not sure because he is 31 , mature guy I don’t think that he doesn’t want to do it?

From my point this long distance is bringing us closer this is what I feel and for me it’s time because we haven’t planned our wedding yet nothing officially pronounced. But we know it’s about us. Also I’m really very shy when he tells me things I asked him if he wants me to be shy he said yes a bit.

Think this is the current situation. But I also fear that if we do it and he returns to US he will have that urge while I’m away and that won’t be any good. Nothing like trust issues. But still…

Thank you