Anita,

My mistakes were, that I really took her for granted. I put all the house stuff, like cleaning, cooking, taking both kids to school, laundry,, everything, on her. I focused more on work. I thought about other women, i flirted with other women. I imagined having sex with other women while having sex with my wife. I never cheated or anything like that but, I found myself thinking i could do better with a girl i saw someplace. I never put my wife first, for anything.

I travel a lot for work and we’d send each other nude pic’s once in  a while and i always wanted more from her, both riskier pic’s and to do more things sexually, which she doesn’t really want to do.

So, all of this, what were going through, has really opened my eyes to the way i was treating her. To me i really f*cked up because i have an amazing person who did all of that for me and my children without ever complaining until one day she broke.

Now i am not saying that i am 100% at fault here, she has made her mistakes on things, which again, human..

Idk, in my eye’s i was an awful man and didn’t respect/love her the way i should have.