Well my parents have changed as days went by. Though still abusive with words, but not with action anymore. My dad was physically abusive towards my mom when they are in a fight, he would her and even strangled her twice infront of me and my sister. My mom would fight him back with her words, which triggers my dad to hit her even more. My dad was abusive towards me a few times when I was a kid, I dont remember exactly how and why. But I specifically remember a time where my dad pushed me up against a wall and scolded me, as though he was talking or scolding a criminal. I did not felt like his son at that moment. Another time was when his friend was bullying me, physically, infront of him and he did nothing. My mom once broke all of my favourite things right infront of me because I did not do well in school, kicked me once as well. But mostly, she abused me verbally. Still do when she is mad. I was also sexually abused once when i was 6 by my babysitter, he molested me in the dark, in his room. Yeah, I guess I’m pretty fucked up at this point and I realized I’ve been doing the same things towards my sister as well. I verbally abuse her, very badly. She does the same too, we abuse each other at home. It’s pretty sad. I really need help