Hi @kkasxo

That sux. I know exactly how it feels, especially when you’re banking on it, that’s the way it was for me with that big rejection a couple of weeks ago. I didn’t have a Plan B after that one & then I didn’t get it and was gutted. Let yourself be sad and disappointed, it’s sad and disappointing. Then hopefully see it as not meant for you, that the universe knows more than we do and is directing us elsewhere.

I was never much of a ‘Whats for you won’t pass you’ type of person, but lately I’m giving into it a little more and it helps somewhat. So give it a try, when you’re feeling less gutted.

Im still sick but muddling on. Met the nice guy friend for food after work today (which I can’t afford right now so it was irresponsible of me!) but I did it anyway. He puts me in good form but I’m keenly aware that I could be using him (unintentionally) to fill a gap in my life. I need to be careful for everyone’s sake.

He said to me this eve that I don’t have an anchor. And it’s true, no home of my own, no job, no partner, no kids, no direction. I don’t know who I’m supposed to be now and where to go next.

Maldonado got another email job rejection this evening so I’m right there with you… xx