Pete –

I am not good with relationships and like you..  I have never had such love as I do for a man I have met who lives in a different country.   We talk all the time and hopefully soon we will meet in person..   I worry that I am not meant for him.   How do you not run the other way?   I am the type of person who will run the other way if I feel I will get hurt..

I read that you felt suicidal..   I hope you know that life is incredibly short as it is and I hope you find your purpose of being here on Earth knowing you are much needed here..