Dear Lindsey:

Reads like what it is- is just what you wrote: “because we were married for a long time”- and this  means there is still some emotional attachment that you feel for him. No indication of it in anything you shared in your 54 page thread except for when you wrote about him having a girlfriend, or maybe having a girlfriend (first time many pages ago and second time, on this page). It looks like you don’t feel any attachment to him except when you see him with another woman, or when you imagine him with another woman.

Being tired makes any distress more distressing. I hope you rest soon.

anita