Dear Kaylen:

“Right now I’m teaching myself not to give up, to keep going”- keep going but give up on a few of your objectives, for now. You have too many objectives: to complete writing projects, to start your own company,  and other things, in addition to our college education. It is as if you are in a hurry (at 20) to make up for wasted time.

You are regretting “Opportunities Missed”, but I don’t think that is the gymnastics that you most regret missing. It is something else, but I don’t know what it is. You share almost nothing  about your childhood which is eighteen years out of your twenty years of life, if you consider 18 the age of adulthood.

Any idea what it is, that most important opportunity that you missed, earlier than the gymnastics idea?

If you want to, share anything that comes to mind about your childhood experience, anything at all that comes to mind. It is completely okay if you don’t; I read your previous threads and this one, and I have no further understanding beyond what I suggested here. Maybe with more information…

anita