Anita,

Thank you for your response. You’re right about my boyfriends house. I had four different therapists in my late teens to early twenties. And only connected with one of them. I want to go see her again, but I live so far away I find it frustrating.  I am desperate for somewhere that feels safe. Somewhere that feels like home. I know this is something that’s in my head, but knowing that doesn’t take the desperate feeling away. The stress being caused by my moms sickness is only making me feel more desperate for a safe place and home to retreat to. I’ve always wanted to move from this small town, but have never had the opportunity.  I don’t know if that has something to do with it. I’m at a complete loss as to what to do. Hopefully i’ll find my way.

Many Thanks, Bee