Hi

this is happening to me as well, I don’t know what going on with me. I love my boyfriend so much and he means the world to me the thought of loosing him terrifies me. I met him at work and he asked me out it took me awhile to fully like him, but I did. We had good sexual and dating time. I would think of future with him. I would think of our kids. There was a time we’re I would get jealous at him bc I’m very insecure and o felt like one day he would leave me for someone better, so everytime I see him with someone at work it made me feel bad. It would make me cry but I knew he love me and I would tell him and everything would be fine. One day I woke up and it felt weird it felt like we had broken up and made felt like I didn’t love him and it made me very anxious I got depressed like how did I wake up and not feel anything it a been 2 months and I’m still struggling as well as with my sexuality. I’m always going back and forth with everything. I love him and I love havi no sex with him but every since this happen I can’t stop but when I’m with him it’s like everything gone but at the time I get anxiety and scared