Dear Anita,

Thank you for reply me. It’s really help what’s going on in my mind.. since i feel irrational and too emotional now.

I don’t know when he start chat again with that girl. I’m sorry, i don’t really understand example of physical attraction.. but i will tell u what I’ve read..

He said to her that he waiting her post in instagram (which is he said on chat it’s food). |One day she got sick and he ask “what’s wrong? What’s hurt? Is that ur feeling? Then my feeling is hurt because u leave the division” (before that he told me that she moved to another division)|”hey do u know that film, i like the soundtrack of that film” | when she will go to another city, he said “please bring the mask, it’s crowded in the airport” | then when she post her photo, he said “did u eat too much? U look fatter” | When he buy a food (he admit the trully that food suppose for me and i ate that) but he also share another part to his colleague which is she also got and he said in chat to her “who ate my food? Did u also? U should eat my food” | when he went to another country(for job for a week), he ask her “what gift do u want from here?” She said she didn’t want. Then he ask again “in here chocolate is on discount. Do u want chocolate?” And ask also “do you want bag?” But this time he just make a joke “but give me the money for buy it. Haha” | He also sent a picture of woman wearing a dress and bag, he ask “is this cute? Do you like?” (This his explain me that when he talk with colleague, she said that she searching for dress. And accidently found that picture on insta)

Remember this one by one, making me feel hurt everyday.. it can’t get out from my thought. What i write here is not all.. it’s too much if i write here.. it’s really hurt anita.. besides, when he at another country, his chat too cold, even he still call me by video on the night for several minutes.

I don’t know.. it’s that just a friend, am i paranoid? I know i was wrong that i was posesif.. i don’t know it’s happen naturally. I want to change.. but how about my husband..? I doubt about his feeling to me now.. his natural feeling.. what should i do..?

Thank you,

Nia