of course anita you always help me even with a word and thank you
but you said ” I don’t think that the story was that she was a happy girl and a wonderful friend to others” but no she had 2 best friends that were always with her and she had a lot of crushes and she was sociable but she was always nagging in front of me! In our society, hypocrites are very much loved
and her friends was in the same high school so i know them

and the other girl she wasn’t interested in that man but when i told her about the guy i met online she was jealous because i was so happy and he was honest with me.

about ”that person should buy you coffee” actually i’m leaving in an oriental country or Arabic one so being honest or bold about asking a money for someone or a coffee is not that easy
here you need to always look good and kind even if you are not and if you want to use someone or take money from them if u give them a ride or you sit their baby u should do that secretly.. i don’t like that and i always try to be honest and not hypocrite
Actually i’m okay about having friends who go out with others without me but i hate it when they think that i’m stupid and don’t know that they are using me.
that’s why i sometimes think to stop being their friend and stop asking them to go out.. helping them when they need me just because i love helping others not because they are my friends
another thing i’m thinking about tomorrow i may go out to get some shopping and meet her and then go back before the professor come (i’m thinking about taking classes with him next year so i want him to respect me) what you think about that? is it okay to leave after i told her it’s okay? or i’m gonna be a bad person? i actually don’t want to meet him