She was always clear about how she felt about me, but at the beginning she was much more loved. Then it stopped being and it was only once in a while. But now about a month ago it started to be a lot more than I was used to. And since that message I feel it. It seemed like a shock to me. Dating her was always a roller coaster ride, as if she was going to be in a good mood, if she was going to be cheeky, or if she was going to be upset with me. I didn’t realize it, but she is like that, and I was fine with it, I thought. I know this is very confusing, but that’s how I feel and I don’t know what to do. And I am very grateful to be trying to help me