Hi Anita thankyou so much for replying.

I think I understand not feeling joy when I think about her but it’s just happened suddenly. I am just so scared and confused to why. I want to know if I should keep waiting till I see her again to see if this thought goes away. I will tell her about not finding joy in anything when I do. I also would like to ask if theres any steps I can do to help depression, i can’t afford online therapy although I’d like to speak to a therapist. This depression state has only started a couple of days ago and I’m worried each day I’ll keep feeling the same if I don’t change.