thank you very much for your response.

So, I have a goal to live in Florence and also to be a freelance that as a video editor, a writer, and an illustrator.

So, I pushed myself to learn Florence culture and their language, and at the same time, I learn about editing video, writing, and drawing at the same time. But, those things make me overwhelmed and I end with doing nothing. I do not know wht is my problem, are my goals not strong enough as my motivation?