I actually do. Something in me doesn’t want to give up. Since February, I’ve been trying to fall back in love with him, to get some resemblance of my old feelings back. I just want to be happy and normal again, I can’t stop being mad at myself since February for my feelings doing a twist and me not knowing necessarily why. I keep in contact with him and even though we are not together, we still get together and spend days with each other. I keep getting told to just focus on the present and let feelings develop naturally. Well, he’s a gentleman, gives me hugs and kisses at random, joins me in naps and fills me with love and cuddles. He makes me food, makes sure I am comfortable, and tells me he loves me all the time. What do I do? I cry in secret because I wonder how I could have possibly fallen out of love with someone like him. He is the perfect person I want in my life but every time I’m with him, I feel so empty and I get anxious and I want to cry. I don’t want to make a mistake, not with him. How could I feel so empty towards him? I never have peace anymore and I just really want them to come back. How is it possible that I feel so empty towards him and his beautiful soul and kindness when those same actions made my heart skip a beat for 7 months?