I still care for him and love him very much but because all of this had happened so quickly in a matter of a couple of days it definitely clouded my judgment when I saw him after so long. From the first post I made to this thread, yes I was heartbroken and it’s my title, and I was confused and lost but I still loved him then and now. My feelings haven’t changed for him. With the frequent fights, the disagreements, I still view him as my partner and would be willing to sit down and work things through. I have thought about a lot between us during this time and realized what I want and expect in a relationship and I am open to hearing his thoughts as well on what he is thinking and expects from me. I want clarity. I want a proper explanation. I deserve to know that at the most, don’t you think?

My idea is that after his examination week ends (which is next week), we meet and discuss everything. I am the type of person that likes to talk every little thing thoroughly and he knows that. Right now we are talking via social media, little to no texting, he did call me this morning and it was a short phone call so right now, things are okay. I don’t want to just clear my mind and move forward without at least hearing his side, what he has to say, and what we can both agree to because it’s both of us in this relationship. It’s a big decision to make and I want to make sure we both agree on it (if it were to come to that point where we are not together).