What is a different way that will work long term for me? All I know is being straight to the point and being patient doesn’t workout for me and I dunno why I should even bother asking her anything anymore knowing the results. Also I only said goodbye once to her and I wont say it again. For a while now I keep telling myself “you just keep doing the same thing over and over again…is this going to go on forever? are you going to feel rotten inside until the day you die?”.