We both felt the connection

Anyone could see the connection

I tried for more this he was unable to give me he had mental health issues and knew we could only be friends. Knowing I had mental health issues also it was simple he said no and I couldn’t handle it. I tried to buy his love through buying in on his addictions.

Yes self love I don’t love who I see as I try to look into myself I see too much

I became obsessed by him I had to look after him he knew this the people pleaser in me.things being difficult with him being my neighbor.

He passed away two weeks ago in his sleep I’m heartbroken I’m hoping he’s at peace

We had I called a stop/rewind/play relationship